Thursday, December 27, 2012

Contempt

December 25, 2012
Hello, hello folks. Hope everyone's holiday is turning out splendidly.
This was my first Christmas home alone. It was interesting.

There are times when I face my inner doubts and I hold contempt and hatred for myself. I'm not sure if that is something that we all go through. Consider yourself lucky if you do not, but here's a piece I used as my own therapy to get pass my demons. But c'mon. I think we all have those days where we are aware of the good in our hearts, but the bad seems to take control. Sometimes it is fleeting, other times it may last for days, months, or even years. It gets the best of us and we are all fighting each and everyday. We are all striving for the inner peace.

Happy Holidays,
V.
Fluxhzard

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Sunday, December 16, 2012

Whip Cream Fun

Greetings, greetings.
Hope everyone in the cybertronic universe is doing lovely, today.

A week filled with intense studying. Finals. Rain, lots of rain, but only on Thursday.
Made a photo book for my photo final. Costco did a good job. You go Costco.
Annnddd, my wonderful boifriend wrote Fluxhzard in whip cream. Photo taken by Le Tran.

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Tuesday, December 11, 2012

Oct. 02, 2012

Mitchiko & Niro
A day consisting of good company, laughs, & some tea.

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Friday, December 7, 2012

"It's Aliveeee!"

Hello everyone!
I am proud to announce that I will be updating a little more on this blog (if anyone hasn't noticed).

During my hiatus,
A few of my concerns were whether or not I wanted to keep this blog or create an entirely new one. It took copious amounts of lists and late night pondering, but I have officially decided to keep this as my permanent and main blog. I hope to keep the atmosphere friendly and semi-interactive? Possibly showing a bit more personality and or laid back.

I will let it evolve as time goes on.
A few things to expect:
  • The Daily / Once I officially launch my website, expect to have more frequent posts. They will range from everyday life to photo series. 
  • Behind the scenes / Relating to jobs, travels, & collaborations.
  • WIP / Work in processes.
  • Previews / Work I have finished, but have yet to release fully.
  • Casual posts / A few posts might be regular unedited iPhone images. Beware. There will be crappy photos.
  • Other / Whatever else I decide to share. Let's keep everything stress free and casual.
Since my hiatus until now:
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As proof,
here are a few inside looks of what I've been doing.
Experimenting a bit with my techniques and ways of editing as well.
Hope everyone is having a wonderful holiday!

Best,
V.
Fluxhzard


Wednesday, November 28, 2012

LOOKING FOR VOLUNTEERS


Preparing for a new personal project beginning in 2013.
Preferably within the COACHELLA VALLEY.
I want to get to know you.
Talk about yourself without fear.
I listen with my camera. 
You do not need to be a model.
Anyone willing, 
anyone comfortable talking / being in front of the camera. 
For more details
CONTACT: fluxhzard@gmail.com
Thank you in advance!
Fluxhzard,
V. 

Monday, November 12, 2012

My Muse / My Process

Re-branding, re-identity, re-defining.
The purpose, my purpose was to dive within myself psychologically, personally and figure out who the hell I am. Who I have always been. I feel strongly, that without a solid understanding of my core beliefs and views, I lacked true purpose of my continued "company", Fluxhzard any further than it has gone. It felt all too messy and scattered. No sense of true direction has left me with no greater migraine than this absence. As a result, this extensive hiatus on my entire Fluxhzard existence.

It has certainly been a hectic effort, but worth while nonetheless. I've racked my mind and soul of what felt suitable for me and my online presentation. As of late, I've been critically laying out every detail to be revealed and permanently shown to the public. I hope that once all is in order, the reveal is to act as my metaphoric representation of my self evolution. Of which I can proudly present as me.

Due to all the soul searching I've done, my main issue has been my loss of drive. My misplacement of my photographic and artistic vision. Basically, the nuts & bolts of what I aim for my photographs to be known as a collective. To accurately demonstrate the set of eyes I've been given through my beliefs, experiences, and thoughts. Luckily, I have finally grasped onto one core focus I've lost sight of recently.

What is it?
My muse. My drive. My motivation.
The key factor(s) that play into my overall passion of chasing this impossible career in the first place!

With that said,
I would like to present to the public, my newest work in process.
I dedicate this series to someone special, whom has unknowingly helped me back on my feet.

Here's to new beginnings.
Stay patient, everything's going as planned.

Best wishes,
V.
Fluxhzard

Friday, October 5, 2012

IDENTITY / Re-define

Fluxhzard.co
COMING EVENTUALLY...

Currently in the process of change.

Best wishes,
V.
Fluxhzard


Sunday, September 16, 2012

*UNDER CONSTRUCTION*

ATTENTION:
Currently in the process of reconstructing my entire Fluxhzard identity.
Process may take over a month to a year.

I appreciate everyone whom has been supportive of me and my "efforts" of my impossible career.
Until next time, folks.

Best wishes,
V.
Fluxhzard

Sunday, September 9, 2012

Aug. 10, 2012

Bonfire & Late Night Noms
Pt. I // Pt. II 

The second part of my trip to Santa Cruz!
We attempted to cook hot links, assembled mediocre S'mores, had some memorable laughs, and set for home after investing blood, sweat, and tears to our wimpy ass bonfire. Slept over at Ann's and had a fulfilling late night dinner.

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Enjoy!
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Thursday, September 6, 2012

Aug. 10, 2012

Ann's Haus & Santa Cruz Beach Boardwalk!
Pt. I // Pt. II
A day with great, great, company.

It was a pleasure meeting Ann's UK cousins, Wilson, David, & Jason and also Ann's friend, Sarah.
This first half is my time waiting around Ann's haus, packing up the car, and walking around in downtown Santa Cruz & the boardwalk.

Notice there's a lot of ass, ass, ass, ass, ass.

Enjoy!
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Monday, September 3, 2012

Jun. 07 & Sept. 03, 2012

Outtakes
To cure my "down in the dumps" nature, I have turned to self portraits as therapy. More so, I wish to understand myself on a whole new level. I have yet to figure out the deadline, but as of now, it's an on going series.

Here are the reject images.


"I'm sorry sir, but we simply ran out of Orange Chicken."
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Sunday, August 26, 2012

Jul. 12, 2012

Vietnamese Beef Noodle, Pho!
Invited a few buddies over.
Dinner, Mario Party, Super Smash Bros.
Fun times.

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Sunday, August 19, 2012

Thursday, August 16, 2012

Jul. 28, 2012

Babe
My baby, my sexy ass all black matte fixed gear.
This baby is ze bomb.
Look at him.

Oh and Kyle with a bag of Bugles...

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Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Jul. 24, 2012

San Diego Bound!
For a spontaneous trip, Katy, Carlos, Rivero, Kiki, & I took a trip to San Diego!
Three hour drive.
Sprinkles Cupcakes!
Some awesome craft store, then the beach!

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Tuesday, August 14, 2012

Jul. 14, 2012

Presents
Thank you Grae, Danny, Savannah, Garrett, & Kaleigh for the present!

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Monday, August 13, 2012

Sunday, August 12, 2012

Jun. 28, 2012

Hang Outs
Chilled at Grae's, Sprout's, & Red Robin.

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Jun. 14, 2012

Day 4: Universal Orlando
The day of my 20th birthday!
Some pool.
Visited Universal Orlando.

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Saturday, August 11, 2012

Thursday, August 9, 2012

Jun. 12, 2012

Day 2: Georgia Itself
First day within Georgia.
I tried focusing on the scenery since it's not my strong point.
Well, enjoy!

Shot in RAW
(:

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Experimental Garden

Messing with RAW, messing with colors.

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Wednesday, August 8, 2012

Bostonian

New shoes.
Super sexy.

Shot with Canon A-1.
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Jun. 11, 2012

Day 1: Traveling to Georgia
First day of vacation.
During the plane ride, I was in the right place at the right time and I witnessed a thunder storm & lightning!

These were shot using RAW.
First few batches!

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Tuesday, August 7, 2012

Jun. 03, 2012

Kaleigh's Ball Night?
Fun, fun, fun!

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Indio Swap Meet

Not sure when this was.
Maybe Late Dec. 2011 or early Jan. 2012.
A night, perhaps a Wednesday or a Saturday. Spent the evening with Carlos mostly. Ivette and Daniel joined in afterwards and during our happenings ran across Arlyn and Janet.

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Monday, August 6, 2012

Ephemeral Youth Clothing: Summer Line 2012

It has taken me much delay, but I have finally compiled Ephemeral Youth's 2012 Summer Lookbook. My good friend and business partner, Danny Owens designed all tees available here. Please have a gander and enjoy yourself. Grab a tee if you have time!

And a big special thanks to all that participated!
Kaleigh Young, Johnny Galvan, Ashley Hazel, Ashley Hushaw, & Grae Grimes!

Have a great summer everyone!

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Apr. 28, 2012

A Night Out in LA
Spontaneous trip to the LA area with Cody & Tom. Met Cody's friend, Andrew and
for the most part, it's Cody looking fabulous & I like a hot drunken mess, but nonetheless,
Enjoy!

Taken with a disposable camera.

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Saturday, August 4, 2012

June 2012

Days in Georgia & Florida!
This summer I visited my family in Georgia. Took a road trip to Orlando, FL and I spent about 3-4 days within the beautiful city and their amusement parks.

These play as key pieces towards my wonderful summer.
Enjoy!

All were taken with Canon A-1.
Film varied from Memories 99 Cents 200ISO, Kodak GOLD 200ISO, & Fujifilm 200ISO.
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Friday, August 3, 2012

Jun. 20, 2012

Kyle Learns How to Ride a Fixie!
Danny, Grae & Kaleigh came for a visit.
Kyle joins the gang and master the art of riding a fixed gear.

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Days with Carlos

Carlos Idelfonzo
One of my close friends, Carlos Idelfonzo.
I've known him since Sophomore year in high school if I may recall correctly. We never expected to become such good friends, but life is full of surprises. As the years past, the more we started to become acquainted, we found that we'd play such important roles within one another's lives. Thank you for all those days of listening to me ramble about my troubles. Thank you for all those fun nights out doing juvenile things. Thank you for everything.
I love you.

P.S. - Sorry, we haven't had our one on one time, but I dedicate this post to you, bro.

Circa Dec. 2011 & FALL Semester 2011
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Wednesday, August 1, 2012

Nightly Visit

December 15, 2011
"Hey, dude, Jenni, you gotta' stay very still or else it won't work, man."
"What?! But, that's impossible!"

I got off work, raced to Jenni's house and by some miracle I had my camera that day.
I haven't seen her for over a year I believe. She got a transfer from Japan to San Diego and she came back to visit.

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Monday, July 30, 2012

When You're Alone

I'm not some philosophical genius, but I sure as heck know that most individuals sure spend a ton of time alone. Time thinking about the people around them and who they're involved with. The people they love, to the people they outright loathe, but that's not necessarily the point. It's more so that I'm sure I'm not the only one who spends my leisure time feeling sad and feeling happy. Thinking of all that I wish to do with my life. All that I may never do, but will try anyway. Using that time to accomplish all these tasks given to us or keeping one's priority in check. Or not doing a single thing at all, but here's what I'm saying. I appreciate all that time to myself. Whether I do feel lonely or not, that's not the big picture. The big picture is how anytime these occasions take place, it's a time of growth. A time of reflection and review.

Well here's a small series of all the times I let myself be consumed by my own personal solitude.
Circa Feb. 2012 to May 2012 at the latest.

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Sunday, July 29, 2012

Jun. 02, 2012

Today was a long, long day.
Morning shoot with Danny. Shot the summer line for Ephemeral Youth Clothing. Met some new people. Had some ice cream. Some down time, then Men in Black II with some peeps. Went by Evelyn to pick up some things and had some KPOP shenanigans.

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Saturday, July 28, 2012

Jun. 02, 2012

Kyle the Jumping Child
Some flash fun, fish eye fun, and most of all Kyle learns to jump!

Self
I want to gush about my intensity for photography, but I'd sound like a spazzing maniac. But here's to trying. 

I could never completely explain the passion running through my veins when I'm walking through this life. My eyes are unique just like everyone else's out there. We all see certain things and perceive the world around us in ways others' may never know. My purpose, mymotivation for what I do is simply my urge of trying to record my exact thoughts and vision. Of life itself. My exact view from my very own view finder. I'm here as another human, simply trying to figure a way to communicate exactly what lies within myself. For the world, for those who choose to take their time and take a gander at how I perceive this world. So thank you for spending a few seconds to minutes of your day. I appreciate all that take the time.

Thank you, sincerely.


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Wednesday, July 25, 2012

May 20, 2012

Visiting Marilyn Monroe
Had morning shift at work giving me the opportunity to spend some time with my family later in the evening.

Downtown Palm Springs to see Marilyn.

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Tuesday, July 24, 2012

May 10, 2012

Good Company
Long day at school.
Messing around, being idiots.
Some laughs.
Taco Bell.
My house.

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Monday, July 23, 2012

May 03, 2012

the Avenger's Midnight Premiere!
I remember it vaguely, but I literally spent the entire day with Danny and Grae. Campus, mall, Grae's haus and I had my first taste of Mrs. Grimes' delicious, Strawberry Tacos! There were a few who joined in, here and there. Brenda hung with us for a while in the evening. We discovered those yummiful Neuro drinks at Jensen's and then the premiere. Which was ah-mazing! 

I love you guys, man.

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Friday, July 20, 2012

May 02, 2012

Ephemeral Youth Clothing: In the Works
Founder Danny Owens prepare his first line, LOST BOYS & the 2012 Summer Line. Helpers include Grae, Symon, & myself. A good afternoon overall!

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Apr. 11, 2012

LOST BOYS: In the Making
My good friend, Danny Owens, first started his company, Ephemeral Youth Clothing, back in April of this year. His first line, LOST BOYS, when it was first in production. I had the privilege of being apart of his wondrous dream. Helping Mr. Owens with some handmade screen printing. Some fun stuff, man! Much, much blood, sweat, & tears goes into his production.

Check out the shop: HERE.

Other than a busy day at the office, some lunch breaks here and there.

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Wednesday, July 18, 2012

Hello

My photo
Indio, CA, United States
Attempts of the impossible career. Immortalizing my actions prior to the cessation of life itself.